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Helium and 5G

FYI: This is all my opinion on the matter. Some of this information might be inaccurate as time has gone on and things may have changed or I perceived the data incorrectly. This is just my take on this subject.

First off, let’s talk about Cryptomining.

Cryptomining is technically farming for digital tokens. To help explain that, the dollar has a sort of value that is based around gold. People mine for gold in the mountains and underground but with crypto, we use technology to mine for digital tokens. From gold, we have a rough estimate of how much gold there is in the world but we can’t mine all of it since the more we mine the less and less there is to find. This works the same way for Cryptomining. The more digital tokens we collect, the less and less there is to go around. Originally, computers would solve complex mathematical equations to mine for these digital tokens and essentially “farming” was created as a biproduct of that. (Side note: not all Tokens are limited. Tokens like $DOGE are constantly creating more and more $DOGE coin every day.)

From there we can ask the question as to why Crypto is valuable. In a way right now, Crypto is really valuable as a form of FOMO (Fear of Missing Out). Not to long ago, people had no idea what Bitcoin is, some still don’t but people know that it holds a value to someone. That someone is where the FOMO takes shape. If it has value to someone, then it has a dollar value that can be associated with it. Well if we look at the gold standard, there are countries who “have gold” and base their currency on gold to give value their dollar. (That’s not the only determining factor considering every country is in debt somehow, but that’s another topic.)

However, here is the lie with gold. Have you ever seen the world’s gold? Who has the gold? What does it matter about gold’s value if you don’t know who has all the gold. This is where Bitcoin originated from with the idea that gold is a standard that no one can quantify. Crypto mining on the other hand has a public ledger. This ledger is usually referred to as the Blockchain. Blockchain technology is basically what this is all based off of. You know which wallets have coins. You may not know who controls said wallets entirely due to the ability to be anonymous, but the total amount of what has been mined can be tracked. All transactions with the tokens can be tracked using the Blockchain.

Currently there are a few problems with Cryptocurrency that I see. For one, it appears that anybody can now make their own token based currency with Blockchain technology. More tokens and NFTs are popping up all over the place. All of these tokens create confusion as to whether or not something is or isn’t valuable. So unless there is a reason for Blockchain technology to exist and bring value to their token, the whole system will probably fail, miserably.

Another glaring factor is the energy crisis that traditional cryptomining contributes to. This lead China to make cryptomining illegal in the country and many other places are following suit. Here in the US, it hasn’t been outlawed yet but people are responding to the issue and pointing out that traditional cryptomining costs more than it’s worth. I keep using the word traditional as there are other ways to “mine” for tokens. Many are trying to figure out ways to be more sustainable through something other than the “Proof of Work” standard in cryptomining.

Great mining migration': Power-hungry Bitcoin leaves China
Creator: REUTERS / Alamy Stock Photo | Credit: Alamy Stock Photo

This is where I might hedge my bets on Helium and the possibility of Helium 5G. Originally, Helium’s plan was to build a network to help IoT (internet of things) devices to connect to a public network. Your smart doorbell, speaker, watch, thermostat, etc. The “smart” things in your home. They wanted to build a public network with a signal type called LongFi that was secure and technically ran by the public for the public. Once the network was built, these manufacturers could use this network to connect to their devices to their services. Users wouldn’t need to connect their device to the internet. It would just work on the public Helium network.

Well for Helium, the idea was great but there wasn’t much incentive for the public to join up to be a part of the ever expanding network. Using Blockchain technology, they can now pay the community in tokens ($NHT) so that there is a proof of work going on. Having investors in the company have added value to those tokens and well, there are a good amount of investors currently.

So here’s where I have decided that I wanted to throw down for Helium. For the longest time, I felt like 5G was going to fail. Most people have no clue how weak the signal can be for 5G. Sure, this technology is highly capable of staggering amount of data transfer, but things like the weather can affect performance. I’m talking about, rain, humidity, snowfall. This technology was designed for satellites in space so that they could communicate with each other. Since there’s no oxygen to get in the way, this was perfect.

Linus Tech Tips going over the problems with 5G back at the end of 2019

So how does one solve this problem? By putting up as many 5G cell towers possible. Visually, that looks and sounds awful. Imagine, a cell tower on every single light post, traffic light, stop sign, everything. If you don’t believe me on the capabilities and problems with 5G, find a cell tower, face the cell tower and then do a speed test. Once that test is complete, do it again but this time, turn around and have your back facing the tower. Your speeds should be slower. That’s just standing in front of the tower but when you go into a building or just behind a wall, well that signal gets immensely worse.

So here is where Helium can come in and save 5G. with community support. If a group of members wish to share a portion of their home’s internet bandwidth and hook up a 5G Helium node, well slowly but surely, there will be an available 5G that investors can use to power their networks with the help of the community. Yes, yes. At home, you have your own internet already but this isn’t just for you. This is for the community. If I have say 10mb to share of my internet and someone needs it, I’m happy to help with this especially since I’m normally a sleep during the day and up all night, I won’t need the speed during more peak hours. Oh yeah! Also, the devices that Helium uses draw very little power compared to traditional mining.

I don’t know. It’s a lot to think of but the idea of value I think has changed. drastically in a world that doesn’t know what affordable vs investment is anymore.

The age old question, why me?

So here I am, laying alone after having an amazing weekend at TwitchCon 2019, depressed and angry. Angry with myself, life, the things I see and the things I really can’t do shit about.

What should I be angry about? I’m just angry at the fact that I feel like I’ve wasted so much of my life on love. I’ve made so many attempts in my lifetime to find someone to love only for it to turn out for the worst for me.

It’s not my place to tell someone I’ve dedicated my life to, to remain unhappy until I can be happy. However, it always seems like, once I’m out of their lives, they go on to live happily ever after.

Some people say that life’s greatest lessons are learned through pain, yet it doesn’t seem like I’ve learned a damn thing. Instead, it’s from me that others have learned from to be happy.

Yes, I admit that I was the one who broke off my last relationship. Mentally and emotionally for me, it just wasn’t good for me. In the end she realized that she was constantly hurting me. Now though everything is just peachy for her and here I am, sad, angry and alone again.

Whether she learned from what she was doing to me or not, I’m still here pissed at the world that I live in.

They say that everyone deserves to be happy, but I’m barely really ever happy anymore. It’s far to hard to be. Others say that you have to learn to love yourself before loving another. I’m not even sure if I can anymore. I’m such a failure to be honest that I don’t think there’s much left to love.

When we lose the option for choice

We are living in a world where there is no such thing as too much excess. Right now I am typing into a Word document in the comfort of my own bed with a Bluetooth keyboard on to my tablet which is being held by a stand mounted to the side of my bed. I should mention that I have a perfectly well made gaming laptop sitting in my backpack in the living room. In fact, I probably should be writing this from my desktop. It with it’s dual screen setup, mechanical keyboard, 2.1 surround sound with Spotify playing my favorite Chill Hop playlist, but no, today I want to write this from my bed.
This is where I am in the world. I am allowed these simple pleasures because it is what I have setup for myself. To have these items, these situations of excess. It is not because I needed them. I do not need to have a tablet, a laptop, a desktop, a cell phone, smart speakers to turn on or off the lights in my home. All these things I have because I wanted them. I choose to have these things.
I am not alone in this world of excess. It is what our modern society is currently built on. To start with, an excess of information. This information that we have is what has been bothering me as of late. We have billions of people, human beings on this one tiny speck of dust in the universe. We have all of the world’s knowledge at the whim of a couple of keystrokes, a few taps on a cell phone and yet we are divided knowledge. Knowledge that could write a new history. Knowledge to learn from past mistakes. Knowledge on where we have come from. Knowledge on what it could look like to live in a world with peace, albeit fantasy. Knowledge that could save lives. All of this knowledge at our fingertips and yet we are still at a disadvantage.
You see, with all of this knowledge, we are allowed the ability of choice. Choice is something I myself having grown up in a democracy has afforded me freedoms others around the world might not get. I’m allowed to have my own thoughts, choices, feelings, and opinions on and of the world around me. These freedoms is what has allowed me to live in what some might call “excess”. No matter what you might call it though, humans have had a lot of choice in the state of the world.
This has lead me to ask the question though, at what point do we lose the option for a “Choice”? I’m not saying this in a way to undermine democracy. Far from it. I am saying this from the point in which our existence is doomed.
Humans have a choice in the debate on whether or not they believe Global Warming or Climate Change is real. For those who believe have other choices, whether to do something about it or continue on with the way things are. Those in the latter may choose the idea of, “What do I care? I won’t be around for when it gets worse.”
Those who do not believe in it have a choice as well. To continue to live out their days like nothing is going to happen. To just continue on like the earth is going to be here forever for everyone.
I believe George Carlin said it best, “There is nothing wrong with the planet. The people are F*&%ed. Compared to the people, the planet has been here for [billions] years … The planet has been through a lot worse than us for a long time. It’s been through earthquakes, volcanoes, plate tectonics…” and on and on he goes. Basically though at the root of his skit he is saying that the human race is not a threat to the planet. Long after we are gone, earth will still be here.
Bringing me back to my question, at what point do we lose the option of choice? I hope that it’s obvious that I’m writing this from the point of view that Climate Change is absolutely real. Our world is in very real danger of coming to an end. With the current status of things, I am at point thinking that I might not even make it to the age of 100 if given the chance. Will there be much left of choice at around the age of 60 or 70? What does that say about the generation coming after us. Will they be forced to suffer because of our negligence?
For decades, fantasy sci-fi novels have written about machines and AI taking over the human race because we are incapable taking care of ourselves or doing what is write for our species. It’s a matter of losing choice by our own doing. Man builds machines. Machines assist man. Machines take over for man. In this scenario, what I’m saying is that our planet may take away our excess. Our choice to live the way we do. Soon we may lose our choice to ignore the way we are destroying our survivable environment.
Lately there has been a lot of news about the fires in the Amazon and how it is because business has come in and set fire to it all for cattle. In response, many celebrities have decided that they will no longer partake in the consumption of beef. These few celebrities may have some influence on a small part of society but so long as the business is around, the cattle will still roam. The cow farts will still pollute the atmosphere. So long as we have a need to get to work, we’ll still be driving our cars. So long as the planet remains to be getting warmer and warmer, so to does our consumption of energy to help us remain in a comfortable AC habitat. Throwing that all together, at some point we will all lose the ability to choose to do these things.
At what point should the conversation become about taking away one’s choice? It’s absolutely a crazy thought, but something to consider. It is in fact extremely difficult to even think about as well. How do you take away the ability of choice from mankind? Do we begin by allowing certain choices but not everything? When it comes to the environment, do we just remove the choice to do anything that is bad for the environment? No more driving. No more burning fossil fuels. At what point do we need to make the human race realize that if we don’t do something, we’re all doomed. It won’t happen until we’re all doomed.
I guess I’ll just enjoy my excess while I still got it.